Sunday, May 9, 2010
My life as a mother began at the end of August 2004. I was living with my new boyfriend who had an almost 3 year old daughter who came to live with us for 3 months. Seeing as my boyfriend was a truck driver and I was left to manage this little girl. That was how I fell in love with Maddy. Two years flew by and in that time we had some major changes. We had a major custody battle in which Madison came to live with us permanently, my niece Dee Dee was born, and we bought a house. Then Jay and I were married. Now we were a family.
Ashlyn added another depth to my motherhood. I had been through all the potty training, preschool antics with Maddy- but never a newborn. It took us 2 1/2 years to get pregnant with Bean so we had a stressful worrisome pregnancy. But when she was born the euphoria set in. I was so thrilled and amazed that I had 2 little girls. Now I had to learn to juggle 2 kids.
The past 2 years having both my girls have been so much fun, so crazy, and most definitely irreplaceable.
So to all you mamas out there snuggle your little ones tonight and have a wonderful Mother's Day!!!
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
- 1/2 cup butter
- 1/2 cup packed brown sugar
- 1 cup all purpose flour
- 1/4 tsp baking soda
- 1/8 tsp salt
- 1 1/2 cups old fashioned oatmeal
- 1 1/2 cups fruit jam or pie filling
1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a 9x13 inch pan. Combine the butter, brown sugar, flour, baking soda, salt and rolled oats.
2. Press 2 cups of the mixture into the bottom of the prepared pan. Spread the preserves over the top and sprinkle with the remaining crumb mixture, gently pressing crumbs into jam.
3. Bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for 35 to 40 minutes. Allow to cool before cutting.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
(This one was baked in a pan hence the rectangular shape)
Old Fashioned Pineapple Upside Down Cake
- 4 eggs
- 1/2 cup butter
- 1 cup packed brown sugar
- 1 (20 ounce) can of sliced pineapple
- maraschino cherries
- 1 cup sifted flour
- 1 tsp baking powder
- 1/4 tsp salt
- 1 cup white sugar
- 1 tbsp melted butter
- 1 tsp vanilla extract
1. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C).
2. In a 10 inch heavy skillet with a heat-resistant handle (I use a cast iron skillet), melt 1/2 cup butter or margarine over very low heat. Remove from heat, and sprinkle brown sugar evenly over pan. Arrange pineapple slices to cover bottom of skillet. Distribute cherries around pineapple; set aside.
3. Sift together flour, baking powder, and salt.
Separate the eggs into two bowls. In a large bowl, beat egg whites just until soft peaks form. Add granulated sugar gradually, beating well after each addition. Beat until stiff peaks form. In a small bowl, beat egg yolks at high speed until very thick and yellow. With a wire whisk or rubber scraper, using an over-and-under motion, gently fold egg yolks and flour mixture into whites until blended. Fold in 1 tablespoon melted butter or margarine and almond extract. Spread batter evenly over pineapple in skillet.
4. Bake for 30 to 35 minutes, or until surface springs back when gently pressed with fingertip. 5. Loosen the edges of the cake with table knife. Cool the cake for 5 minutes before inverting onto serving plate.
***You can also bake this in a baking pan in the oven. Just layer it the same way.****
Thursday, March 25, 2010
And these recipes taste even better if you have raised the chickens that contributed the eggs and donated their lives to these dishes :)
(The nasty rooster that was harmed for today's food was warned on several occasions to stop attacking Maddy. Obviously he did not listen.)
- 2 (.25 ounce) packages of active dry yeast
- 2 1/2 cups warm water
- 1 tsp brown sugar
- 2 tsp salt
- 2 tbsp vegetable oil
- 3 cups all purpose flour
- 4 cups whole wheat flour
- 1 tsp cornmeal
- 1 egg white
- 1 tbsp water
- In a large bowl dissolve yeast and brown sugar in the warm water. Let stand until frothy (usually about 10 minutes).
- Add salt, oil, and the 4 cups of whole wheat flour to the yeast mixture. Mix well. Add the all purpose flour 1/2 cup at a time mixing well.
- When the dough is well mixed, place it on a lightly floured surface and knead the dough until it is smooth.
- Place the dough in an oiled bowl, turn to lightly coat in oil. Cover the bowl with a damp cloth and allow to rise until doubled (usually about 40 minutes).
- Punch down dough and divide into 8 equal pieces, kneading and forming into a ball shape. Place the loaves on a lightly greased cookie sheet that has been dusted with cormeal.
- Allow to rise until doubled (~30 minutes).
- Preheat oven to 400 degrees. Make egg wash by beating the egg white with the tablespoon of water.
- Brush each loaf with egg wash. Bake in oven for 10 minutes.
- Remove from oven and brush remaining egg wash on each loaf. Return to oven and bake an additional 10-15 minutes until brown.
- Remove from oven and cool on a wire rack. When you are ready to serve cut a 1/2 inch piece off the top, scoop out the insides, and fill with a hot soup.
Chicken & Dumplings:
- 1 (2 to 3 lb) whole chicken
- 1 cup chopped carrots
- 1 cup chopped celery
- 1 cup chopped onion
- 2-5 cloves of garlic, chopped
- 1 tsp baking powder
- 2 cups all purpose flour
- 1 egg
- Any seasonings you would like
- In a large stockpot cover the chicken and vegetables with salter water and simmer until cooked all the way through.
- When tender removed chicken from pot and cool. Once cool add pieces of chicken back to the broth.
- To make dumplings: Sift 2 cups of flour and baking powder into a large bowl. Pour in 1 cup of the chicken broth. Use a fork to mix well. Add a whole egg and continue to mix with fork.
- Once totally mixed place the dough on a lightly floured surface and knead until smooth.
- Seperate the dough into 4 or 5 parts and roll into a thin strip. Cut the strips into 2 inch pieces.
- Bring chicken broth to a boil and drop dumplings in (be careful you do not want boiling broth to splash on you). Simmer 10-15 minutes and serve hot.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Well I finished "Guilty Pleasures" last week. It was a very fun read, a mix of comic book/supernatural mystery. I will definitely be finishing this series.
I'm hoping that if I can finish this one within the week (no promises, my 2 year old believes the only thing I should be reading is books to her) I can start "Breathers: A Zombie's Lament" by S.G. Browne. My sister recommended this book to me and since she has never been wrong yet I feel I should give it a shot. Plus that way I won't fly through the Anita Blake series and get bummed like I did with the Twilight series.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
I am so excited! Evil Dead: The Musical is headed my way!!!
I am a total Deadite, I admit it. I am obsessed with the Evil Dead Trilogy, own several Evil Dead video games, have owned the same car that is all the movies ('73 Olds Delta 88 was my first car), and actually named my daughter Ash after Bruce Campbell's character (although I did draw the line at Ashley).
The show is playing in Buffalo at the Alt Theatre from March 10-April 3. Be there or be square!!!
Thursday, March 4, 2010
I have these beautiful daughters, who are just angels. So I make smiling faces on their pita pizzas.
Then while they were eating came the sure sign that I watch way toooo many zombie movies and allow my daughters to watch parts of said movies. Both my daughters would take a bite out of their pizza people and mumble "BRRAAAAAAAINS"...
The increase in vitamin D in my system is making me cheerful, and even a little hopeful that Spring is on its way!
My chickens and turkeys are taking advantage of the sunny weather to peck around and the roosters are even showing the hens a little love!
When I checked the seeds I planted under the grow lights today, I even found one of my hollyhocks and my basil had sprouted!!! I just planted them this past sunday.
Hopefully this evening I will get around to planting some more of my slow growing flowers.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
It's Monday again. I have to say I really like this meme, it is motivating me to read more and also opening up my eyes to books I probably wouldn't have given a second look at.
Right now I'm about 80% of the way through "Under the Dome". Hopefully I should be done with it by Wednesday.
Next up is "Guilty Pleasures" the first book in the Anita Blake series by Laurell K. Hamilton. My sister is in the middle of this series and says it's right up my alley.
I hope everyone has a great week and happy reading!!!
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Winter has been getting me down. So it was time to start cheering myself up.
I started getting all my seeds together. Somehow my lovely husband misplaced about 30 packets of my seeds, but for the moment I'll forgive him because I won't need them for awhile.
Seeing as March starts tomorrow that gives me about 8 weeks before I can plant anything outside. And that is being cautious. Where I live our last possible frost date is June 1st, so by putting things outside a month early that means there are nights I have to run out and cover all my plants.
Tonight I started up my grow light and heating pad. I planted dill, basil, cilantro, rosemary, holly hock, and sweet pea.
I have grand dreams of having fragrant sweet pea and holly hock growing outside my bedroom window. I tried planting them last year but I waited until too late in the season and they never took hold. So I'm starting them early this year.
(**I should mention it is still snowing outside**)
(This is where my holly hock and sweet pea will go, my pond is somewhere under all that snow)
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
This week I'm about 60% of the way through "Under the Dome" by Stephen King.
I have to say I found this book really easy to get into. That is one of the things I like about King's novels, how easy it is to picture yourself in one of his suburban hells. I can picture Big Jim Rennie and honestly believe the female version of him lives about 2 miles down the road from me.
Maddy is going to start "Are You There God? It's Me Margaret." We are starting to slowly have the birds and the bees talk and I thought this was a fitting book to read since it deals with all the craziness that comes with puberty. I remember reading this book when I was Maddy's age and thinking "Thank god, it's not just me that feels this way". We'll see how she likes it.
Bean got to go to the bookstore with us and picked out "Dora's Potty Book". She was very excited that it has a button that makes a flushing sound when you push it. Ahh, the simple joys of being a toddler.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me" -Heartland
Today is one of those bittersweet milestones in my baby's life...she turns 2 today.
Two years ago today as I sat in the hospital scared out of my mind. I was scared of the major surgery I was facing (C-section), I was scared my baby would have to go to the NICU due to complications from my gestational diabetes, and most of all I was scared my baby wouldn't do well with me as his/her mom (we didn't know the sex of the baby until she was born).
The very first picture of Bean
Well at 12:58 pm all those worries went away. The surgery was uneventful (other than taking 45 min to retrieve Miss Chevelle from her comfy spot jammed in my rib cage), she was perfectly healthy, and I was on cloud nine.
Her "thinking face"
At first I thought it was the pain meds that were making me so euphoric, but then I realized it was just the happiness and joy I found in my baby. She was so perfect and beautiful. So here is a letter to my beautiful daughter on her birthday.
In her christening gown, 5 months old
Her 1st Birthday
Dear Ashlyn Chevelle,
First I want to wish you a happy birthday!!! I am so proud to be your Mama, you are the apple of my eye.
I thought you changed a lot your first year of life, but I definitely think you changed more during your second year. You started this first year just having learned how to walk, not quite sure of yourself. I was so proud that you could say "Mama" and "Dada". In the past year you have gone from toddling around to running, jumping, doing somersaults, and climbing. You speak in full sentences, ask questions, learned to tattle (much to your sisters dismay), and have developed a sense of humor (you have even learned how to use sarcasm).
You are a very inquisitive and independent little girl. You love to be Mama and Dada's big helper, always running up to me while I am kneading bread ("I helper you Mama") or grabbing your tool box to help Dada ("I good fixer Dada"). You adore your big sister and cousin, even though you drive them a little crazy. You feel the dogs are your personal jungle gyms, and the chickens and turkeys are your personal pets. You love digging in the dirt and jumping in puddles. You are my little tomboy. A go-kart ride will make you smile and laugh anyday.
You have a little dare devil side to you. You climb onto the back of the couch just to dive off and give me a heart attack. You love coloring (even when it consists of crayons on my wall). You help me clean, and love the bath tub. You would live off of waffles, hot dogs, donuts, apples, and strawberries if I let you.
There is not a day that goes by that you do not make me laugh out loud. You come up with the crazy ideas sometimes, and are not afraid to laugh at yourself. You make my life better everyday you are in it. I can't imagine my life without you. I love seeing things from your eyes. You remind me what is good about the little things in life.
The lyrics I put at the top of this post make me tear up everytime I hear it. I know it is meant from a father to his daughter but I don't know how any father's feelings could surpass a mother's. I loved you first. From the moment I knew I was expecting you, I loved you. I loved every kick and hiccup I felt. The moment you were born my heart swelled and I thought it would burst. I still feel that way everyday. You are my miracle I didn't think I would ever be able to give birth and then I received the greatest gift.
So for this next year Bean, keep having fun. Keep being my silly girl. Sing your songs, chase bugs and chickens, color beautiful pictures, enjoy ice cream, make mud pies, and just have fun. You are well loved, and I hope you enjoy being 2!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
Today my sister brought her daughter and step-daughter over for a playdate with me and Ash. It was a nice 27 degrees outside so I had them bring their sled for a little backyard sledding.
While Bean was uber excited about going outside she decided she does not walk in snow and it was Mama's job to carry her or pull her in the sled constantly (Diva!).
We had so much fun! we stayed outside for about an hour, until everyones cheeks were red, noses were running, and I didn't think I could pull a children laden sled up the hill even one more time.
These are the times I'm glad we moved out of the city into the middle of nowhere. How else would my children experience shoo-ing a turkey off their own personal sledding hill?
Monday, February 1, 2010
I hate you.
I really don't like using that word, but in this instance it is most fitting. I don't like how one little acronym can strike such fear, disgust,and loathing in one person. I hate having to define my life by this disease.
I have recently started eating more healthy again. I had started in December but unfortunately the holidays kinda threw that outta whack. So back on the bandwagon I am. I hate this counting calories stuff, but it is better for me to eat when I'm hungry and to end my love relationship with (too much) food.
For me carbs are my enemy. And when I say carbs I don't mean fruits and veggies (although fruits should be eaten in moderation due to their sugar content), I mean bread and starches. I love bread, but unfortunately it does horrible things to my blood sugar which in turn causes me to pack on pounds and not ovulate.
My birthday is in 3 weeks. I will be 28. This means my time to become a mommy again has been limited by 1 year. With Jay only being home 3 days a month it has limited our time to TTC also. I need to ovulate!!! The only way that will happen is to lose weight and regulate my insulin resistance. So healthier eating here I come!
I do alright sticking to my diet if I'm home. It's when I go to other peoples houses that things go horribly wrong. Maybe I'll just stay home and hibernate for a few months?
I just want to be a mommy again.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
I have had serious cabin fever as of late. Weeks of sub freezing temperature and children bouncing off the walls can make anyone stir crazy.
So I've been spring cleaning whenever my kids allow it. I love the smell of Murphy's Oil Soap, but I am looking to find an ecologically friendly replacement.
I also have been buying seeds with my spare money and getting a plan together for my garden. I am back to trying to lose weight to hopefully conceive our next child and it is much easier for me to eat fresh fruits and veggies if they are fresh from my garden.
Oh Spring, where are you?
Monday, January 18, 2010
It was unseasonably cold for a few weeks. That meant very short trips outside that took much more time to get bundled up for than we spent outside. I also lost 1 turkey and a few of the younger chickens to the cold. While sad, it was to be expected.
We had a nice Christmas with Jay being home for about 3 days for the holidays. I'm sure he would've liked to be here longer than that but oh well it comes with his job.
Amidst all this crazyness I've been trying to accustom Bean to the potty. We have gotten her used to sitting on it but we have only had one success so far. She is only 23 months old so I'm not pushing it, but it sure would be nice to have her out of diapers by summer.